Cold Turkey

I've never attempted to stop smoking up until April the 2nd, today. I must admit, it's not an easy feet especially if i've been smoking for more than thirteen years now. I Had withdrawal in the first few hours and just had to get my fix.

I'm guessing it probably sounds ridiculuous to people who can easily stop or have never been addicted to cigarettes. So Today was a struggle, and i gave in. Nothing wrong there... it's only a test to myself that this has been an excuse of mine to get out of responsibility. Say when i;m stressed or confronted by something i can easily say i'm going out for a cigarette break. Which i realize is my way of procrastnating and not taking responsibility for the things i need to handle in my life.. It has become an excuse, an escape and a way to stall.

Funny thing is i see myself being like that in a lot of areas in my life in a macro level. When Responsibility is presented to me in a way i didnt expect it to be, or even when i feel i don't know how to handle a situation i bail., i give up, i back off...

Gi Joe says" and knowing is half the battle"... Stepping into action and actually living my life to my responsibilities is an easy thing. ...know than i know what half the battle is... as compared to before i never tried, therefore never reallly knew what it takes... hope this post would make a contribution to smokers. You're not alone

Cebu weekend

What a fantastic weekend it was... Have you ever experienced going on vacation and expected a certain outcome to it? My cebu trip turned out just perfect and was not what I expected at all. Creme de la creme.. if the expression allows it. From awesome conversations with new friends, to being submerged in a cebuano home, to bar hopping and island hopping. Dolphins in the background and extraordinary service! Perfect, just perfect.

Purpose

I've got my purpose in life. My purpose is to make a difference in people's lives. What else is out there? what else do you want to accomplish for yourself? money? In the end of the day. It's just about other people. That's what living is. And that's all there is. That's all.

laptop

Hahaha got a new laptop. Cooool. Thanks Ibba!

dinner

sarap ng sinigang, sili at patis. ipinares sa hito at sukang maanghang!

the secret

i am creating a world of abundance.

i'm alive

i love waking up in the morning. when i first walk out my door i just say to myself, "it's a beautiful day".